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Name: dwight = real name
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 12/29/1978
Gender: Male
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Member Since:
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| look... pictures http://pimdwight.shutterfly.com/action/
went through the mud
stuck in a blizzard one day
the beautiful next day
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| man it has been so long since i updated..... so many thoughts, so many emotions, so many memories.........
ok so for xmas i went home. a whole week off of work. wow,
it was so relaxing. i hit the slopes, kicced it with old friends,
and hung out with the fam. i got the sweetest gifts ever!!!! i
love my family and my friends you all are the best. than on my
bday i just chilled. it all of the sudden hit me that i am twenty
seven... whoa. i am getting old in age, but not at heart.
so than came new years. i went to the bay and hung out with kimi
and her fam and friends to ring in the new year. i had a
blast. i wish i could remember more of the night, but oh
well. when i got back to socal danny and eddie took me to the best
bday dinner of my life at lawrys. i luv you guys!!! you rock.
fast forward..... debbie newton and janice made guest appearances for a
night out on the town. it was so nice to see them out with the
big dogs. hope you all had fun. i just got back from
mammoth and man was it FUN. the snow was so nice.... oh man i
cant wait to go again. i am in heaven while i am there.
my timing is bad... i fall for the wrong people at the right time, and
the right people at the wrong time. just part of my luck i guess.
new year will hopefully change my luck.
on sad and serious note i have to quote my boy michael:
"the news i barely got today . .
that my homie passed on sunday .. Robbie was a good dude .. a real homie ..
If any of yall knew my lil folks .. pour a lil something out for my
dude , blow one , whatever it is you do to let your boy know its love
.. do that for your boy
oh yeah, if yall happen to be at clubs .. toast one in the air to
Robbie .. i used to think i liked clubs .. but he was the king of the
clubs ..
One Love and Rest In Peace ROBBIE"
i have known ROBBIE since high school. he has always been a
homie. he was as cool as they come, a genuine dude. i know
i have not exactly kept in touch, but he will always be a homie.
whoever is in charge out there please take care of my homie now that he
has passed. let him know the world misses him. let him know
the east misses him.
life is too short. please live it to the fullest
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| so updating has not exactly been my strong point lately.
have you ever had those weekends where you have just been lazy? i
have basically just finished one. besdies motorcycle class i did
a whole lot of nothing this weekend. i pretty much ate and
slept. well i went to mochitsuki, which was cool. i had all
these things i wanted to get done and just sort of talked myself out
of.... almost sad in a sense. i don't know what it is about the last few
weeks, but i have been sort of ho-hum. i dont mean to be dr.
kiljoy, but thats what i feel like i have been lately.
maybe i have fell into one of those slumps, but i feel like i have been
annoying the crap out of everyone. if i have been annoying you, i
am truly sorry. its hard to describe, but people have just been
pissing me off. i feel like i have put myself on everyones bad side. it
seems like a lot of people have been nailing me on things that i have
said in passing. well what did you mean by that? i didn't mean a
damn thing, i was just merely commenting on an observation. well
at least thats what i wanted to say, but instead i searched deep into
my soul for a meaning that was not there. again sorry if i have
been getting on anyones nerves.
on a brighter note xmas is almost here. i love the holidays, but
unfortunately for me another holiday season will have come and gone
with out a someone special to share it with. i feel like maybe
there is something wrong with me. i either a. find someone i like
and don't have the courage to tell them, or b. find something(s)
wrong with the one that likes me so i can drive them away. i have
no one to blame but me. a new year is coming, so its time for a
fresh start. i am really looking forward to this coming
year. i see a lot of promise for it.
do you ever have to shop for those people who have everything? i
am not ten anymore and cant just pick out stuff for people and expect
them to like it. it seemed so easy when you were ten, you bought
your mom a bracelet or figurine, and not matter how nasty it looked she
would proudly display it for all to see. you bought your dad a
tie, and even if did not match a thing he owned he would still wear it
like it was his favorite tie. you bought your siblings toys, and
well toys are toys. you will almost play with anything.
well
now it harder. you put more thought into gifts, and try to by
friends and family things they really want. over the years your
list of wants grow shorter, because you are able to buy more.
well i have this problem with some friends. everything they like
is out of my means, and everything they want they go out and buy.
i know its the thought that counts, but sheesh talk about a xmas
dilemma. gift cards are impractical, but it looks like thats what
some folks are getting this year!
i still want to go snowboard. i think everyone is going to get to
go before me. oh well it will make the first trip of the season
that much sweeter. i love the snow. softball has
become quite the winter sport. ok its not a winter sport, but it
is damn cold out when we go play. thanks to everyone who
came out to support us.
i miss so many of you. i hope you and your family have a great holidays.
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| i have not updated in a while. halloween and thanksgiving have
come and gone in my hiatus from this place. nothing really has
changed. same ole crap, different day. work has been
hectic. softball is softball, and well the rest of the time i am
just hanging out.
i went home this weekend. i wish i could have seen more people,
but if you move away from home, its kind of hard to hang out with
everyone. i sometimes think i dont try hard since i tend to hang
out with the same people over and over again. i am going to be
home the whole week or Xmas, so i really hope i have the chance to get
to see everyone. when i go home i really notice how hood sac is
. i asked myself has it always been this hood and it took me a
six year vacation in OC to realize this? i came to the conclusion that
no it was not always that hood. sure i got in trouble, sure it
was hood, but it was different. maybe because i was younger or
maybe because its just different. when i was young i was very
rough around the edges, but as long as you were courteous to me i was
courteous to you. treat others as you want to be treated. when i
was shopping i was like, do these kids have even a shred of respect
left? they are loud, pushy, and rude. i really hope i did
not act this bad when i was younger. everytime i go home it looks worse
and worse. the mall may as well be a sactown gang meeting.
on the bright side i did accompish some xams shopping, yay for me! i
slept so much! i ate so much! i talked to my parents, and got in some
good conversation. caught an awesome basketball that the Kings
won. go kings. i really love spending time with my family at
home. i lik talking to them and catching up. i am glad i
will be home for a week soon.
randomness..... when i woke up this morning to come back to OC it was
36 degrees outside. when i got to OC it was almost 70 degrees.
what a drastic change.
i want to board, who is with me?
i luv the holidays!
my secret santas got some awesome gifts, i cant wait to give them their gifts... i hope they like them.
i always spend too much this time of year
some people are supre hard to shop for...... damn you!
i am dumb
i am smart
i am fun
i am bored
i am one
i am all
i ramble too much. no idea why. seasons greetings to all.
i will try to put a more meaningful post up sometime in the near future.
stay classy san diego and thanks for stopping by, but mainly stay classy......
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| ok i feel much more happy right now. i love my friends!
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